I have a dream

Can we change the generations...? Can we change the country...? Can we change the thoughts and ideas of the upcoming societies...?

Yes, We Can...!!! Just improve the Primary Education System of the country... I have a dream to lay down Smart Primary Education system for the upcoming generations... n' have seen this dream long back when I was in alma mater... when I used to curse my teachers... when I used to find reasons to not attend the school... when I never enjoyed going to school... when I used to think, school-life sucks...!!!

And I still visualize the same dream...!!!

I tried to imagine how children are barred by the un-required school’s local rules and regulation.... 1st school regulations, then teacher’s rules, and then parent’s reign... Oh, I just used to hate the school-life when I was a kid... when I was in primary education… when I was longing to have fun…!!!

A small child wants fun in his life… if education is fun, then what else he would need… A fun bounded Smart Primary Education is required and is the need of the time. A poor quality or say un-smart way of education, where children are forced to learn and not motivated, may even lead to illiteracy in worst case… it will leave an impression on the person for this life time and will be visible when he is ready to handle the future… when he will be the karnadhar of society…!!!

I am not blaming that we don’t have a good primary education system in the country, we do have but we just have good system… the people who are responsible to run the system in a proper way, have the attitude of “devil-may-care”. They don’t bother at all, and it happens generally in small towns… I am the one who is victim of carefree education regime, but I still have the Dream…!!!

A Smart Primary Education can be put up on three basic pillar of the educational society. 1^st who is the receiver, 2^nd who is giver, and 3^rd who is affecting or influencing or involved, and they are the the Child, the Teacher and the Parent respectively. A smart education system involves all these three mainstays intact to generate the kind of education phenomenon which will create a fun and interesting environment for all three pillars to increase their involvement towards are better society and future. These three pillar need to be supported by a deep base of strong moral, principles and ethics to make the primary education more centric towards our basic responsibilities and great future.

This is the Smart Education what I dream, and believe me… I gonna live my dream one day…!!!

PS: A recent OECD study states that those few countries in Africa that years ago significantly invested in (primary) education, now derive economic growth from this investment.

Shivendra Singh
July 22, 2009

I Don’t Know

The one thing I hate most in my life is juggling around the question of Dreams Vs. Responsibility. This literally gives me headache and forces me to think think and think.

I feel burying my head beneath the pillow, and just make sure that I am out of touch with any kind of thought and notion.

It sometimes becomes my nightmare and doesn’t allow me to enjoy sound slumber even. It usually happens to me when I am alone negatively, and have nothing much to do. It usually happens to me when things are not right at my side and the thoughts of an uncertain future logs-in my brain like a virus to diffuse my normal thinking march.

The common questions troubling me are – I don’t know what I am doing? I don’t know why I am doing, what I am doing? And Do I really feel pity for what I am doing…???

I don’t know what I am supposed to do, however I don’t want to do what I am doing presently. This seems to be a case of frustration nevertheless it does not look anything less than the guilt feeling I have, and I don’t know why?

When I look my future, I don’t see anything. I don’t see a certainty, I don’t see a pride, I don’t see a love, I don’t see a necessity, I don’t see a respect for myself and I really don’t see any plans.

I don’t see why I have come, if I have to go back without doing anything. Even if I do something, what will happen?

I don’t know and I really don’t know.

And even if I know what can I do?

Sometimes this world seems to be the micro part of the universe, and we are the micro micro and nano micro organism. I will live for 70 years maximum and I will go, and I will never come back. Nobody comes back… nooobody…it’s all myth….!!!

Shivendra Singh
11 July 2009 (Mid-Night)

Lonelines is a Virtue

World is a human cage…. not only for human but other living beings also, and dominated by human…. we believe we are free….!!! Space is too broad for us and we have not even seen many corners of the world… world is big enough for freedom and too limited for our imaginations. If sometimes you feel caged in the world… follow lonesome treatment…!!!

The time is changing n’ we are getting busier and busier for no reasons. We are doing nothing but still busy…We are so busy with nothing that we are not aware how to run away from this busy and fatigue lifestyle…. follow lonesome treatment

Go lonely for sometime daily, go isolated from the world, give time to yourself, talk to self and do introspection, believe me you will feel better and not only better definitely sense relaxed n’ stress free… try it and discover the difference.

Life keeps speaking... to listen this sound we need to avoid all other sound around us. We hear lots of vox and voices in our daily life which keep us busy, and never allow us to listen to that very sweet music that life wants us to observe and enjoy. This closing off from the external world, and consciousness for internal universe will lead to the silence which will provide us the suitable environment to find the answers of our very concerns and worries.

No harm in trying... but don't enforce the same as it will create a noisy surrounding for you, and you will find yourself running away from the real objective.

Shivendra Singh
July 05, 2009